My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
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once in class, I sat down and waited for the bell to ring.

"hey,,, hei,, you know, there's a new rumor, there's a whole new rumor, the worldwide Poko ter hot gossip,," suddenly the asthma of one class during the exam with me said with a little shout to my other friend in this class.

actually, asthma is also a religious major just like me, just that we have different classes, she's in Class B and I'm in class A, his people are very happy to gossip even sometimes like to insinuate other friends if there are personal problems with him, then I am not too familiar with him.just for the exam like now, our names are randomized according to the order of the numbers obtained, so inevitably we have to have different classes, mixed with others who are still one major.

"what the hell ma, make me curious" said Syakira curious

"you don't know, it was just as I was walking here through the nanny's house, so I kept seeing the nanny's mother get out of the car, same who tried to tebaaakk"

"who's emang?" now it's Syifa's turn to respond, who is her classmate with asthma

"jeng,, jeng, who is," again asthma even made the whole class curious about the news.actually I, I, Maryam and her other friend who just left with me already knew what asthma was about to say, but we preferred to be quiet, just to be quiet, let the asthma that spread about it be normal for him.

"ih, she's mah,, hunt the bell in" Syifa said again as if impatient what the asthma would say in detail.

"yes patient, I call it well, the mother of the nanny got off the car with her scalper Gus hafidz lhoo,,,"

"waaahhh, really, time? don't bother me" Syakira says on asthma

"ihhh, seriously. the mother's own nanny who said. said her gini 'how the candidate here is good at the atmosphere of adem' so tau"

"masa ah? doesn't Gus hafidz like his same nurain?" said Nadia who suddenly came to talk, but from earlier was only busy with her book.and I who heard that, just silence because reluctant to discuss something that will ultimately corner me.

"time anyway? rich is not deh, if the same nurain is not possible dong nyariin nyariin nyari mother nyariin candidates for fus hafidz where brought here all over again.and know you guys the candidate is her masyaallah beautiful pake, really, really good, graceful again" said asthma again as if to heat me up by talking like that

"yes yes it must be that, Gus hafidz people his aja handsome, pinter, where briefly pass S1, in Turkey again. surely the mother will not choose the wrong candidate for her child" Syifa continued to asthma

"how about dong?" said Nadia while glancing towards me

"yeahhh, it's just a rumor we don't know Gus hafidz who likes what nurainnya like" said asthma again

"call to the house does not mean like" said asthma back

"co rich, anti gagak like that ma sama nurain?" sakina spoke up now

"not not dislike, right here we again talk about the candidate Gus hafidz why even connect it to it-situ. anyways nurainnya aja of earlier diem why so you are rich in emotions that"

"we are not emotions, just at least anti-maintain feelings nurain dong, not rich who corner it"

"ko cornering? now we ask him directly, really not if Gus hafidz likes him? anyway, the nurain is again the punishment period because maen letters-suratan santri putra means he does not have anything to do with Gus hafidz. is it nur?" ask Asthma to me, and everyone in the class immediately looked at me as if waiting for certainty from my answer

"this is why, if you want to gossip about the candidate of Gus hafidz, you do not need to bring nurain as well.one who does not know anything so brought around, he said, you guys don't think it's the same thing that she's embarrassed about?" syakira said back to defend me before I answered the question from asthma, because honestly I was really lazy I heard something like that early in the morning.

"ko anti continues to answer the heck, I'm the same nurain not anti, or anti-try cover-up if emang nurainnya aja that kecen-tilan it" the word asma unhesitatingly with a cynical tone towards me, I don't know why she doesn't like me. But hearing all of her words makes me want to leave this class, I'm ashamed of being humiliated like this in front of my friends.

"asma diem, if you say yes, anti-nothing so don't be pretentious" she Maryam, speaking in a high tone while holding back anger to asthma

"you deh, if temen ngebela it must be. anyways well, nurain from earlier diem means he feels. if not where might just diem without saying anything"

"yes yes, ko even you guys are hot anyway" now Syifa who seems to side with asthma "our late horrified directly the explanation of the nurain, let's all be clear. try nur anti-speaking, ana also wants to know what the truth is rich, said her anti-relationship with Gus hafidz, continue anti-punished now because of reply to the same letter santri son, son, so who really has the same relationship? let us not here on suudzon equally anti"

"or, don't-don't his hobby nurain emang DDTPS (quietly spread the charm here and there)"

"the asthma, if you can't really keep ana sumpel also his mouth" I see Maryam getting upset at the asthma speech that makes me more cornered

"already all her silence first, now we wait for the answer from her nurain aja" said Nadia again staring at me

"it is no need to answer, no use. meningan us out just do not horrify them" Maryam approached and held a hand inviting me to leave the class

"no papa Iam ana here, anyways daftar bel entrance exam ana can not leave the class" I let go of the hand Maryam "make you who want to know the truth about ana and Gus hafidz, that's the same ana he has nothing to do so do not bring ana again into the problems related to him. then the matter of ana being punished has nothing to do with you and also none of your business, so ana asks you not to discuss something that is not your business, it is not ethical to discuss something that is not your business, especially what is discussed is not something important.and for asthma, asthma, ana also knows that ana will not be as likely as Gus hafidz, so anti do not worry if ana will be with Gus hafidz" I painstakingly held my emotions, but not with my tears, I seemed to embarrass myself for this incident.why should I? why do I have to when I'm leaving this cottage?, why?,,