My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Refusing to hope
"but the content of his letter is rich that has not been resolved" continued Maryam
"may be" I answered simply
"how about dong nur?" ask asyila
"what is it" I asked back
"well then"
"end" I replied again
"anti don't ditu dong, sure anti don't need an answer from all this?"
I just quietly heard the question assyila, honestly there is a little curious about the continuation of the contents of the letter, I also actually need a direct answer from Gus hafidz why he wrote like that. but it's not possible because he's not here anymore, maybe even when I graduate he's still in the kitchen and at that time I won't see him again, unless I take the time to visit this cottage, I will not necessarily see him again.
"nur, you're dumb?" Maryam patted my shoulder softly
"uh, that's it, _"
"that's what? answer seriously dong nur we also want to know" assyila directly cut my words
"what the hell, the original ana does not understand the same anti intent" asked Maryam, because they did not know very well the beginning of the letter could be on me
"yes yes, the answer is complicated" asyila chimed in
"so, it's a letter that Gus Luthfi brought but it's not given directly the same writing. Gus luthfi nemuin's room in his brother fit into his room, then he's here to give it to ana, ana, because Gus Luthfi saw that there was an ana name there so he thought maybe it was for ana or ana's, and his brother forgot to say to ana because keburu left for Turkey, markonah understand?" I said as I held the cheeks of the two of them and brought my face closer to theirs with a sweet smile
"it's good to change someone's name carelessly" Maryam snapped my forehead tightly
"aw, Iam sick" I grimaced sickly and held my forehead
"haha it's good" Maryam laughed with satisfaction at seeing me in pain
"oh, Gus hafidz's anti-meaning has not gone well with this and he's headed back to Turkey?" asyila asked seriously
"maybe, ana doesn't know either" I shrugged both my shoulders
"yaaahhhh, if gini should wait long dong continuation. keburu we pass" assyila asyila as soon as want to know what the continuation of the letter, like, that's the least patience if something has not been settled or there is no clarity. if you think funny too, who dapet letter who is ready hehe, hehe, I might not want to expect too much about the letter, especially the same Gus hafidz who I think is too different everything with me. so I chose not to hope for the continuation of the letter because I was afraid that I would have to be disappointed in the end. I graduated soon enough, and would leave this boarding school.