My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Happy with You

POP Gus hafidz

the day that is waiting has arrived.umma is busy preparing everything that will be brought as a delivery for his future daughter-in-law.

while Babah was busy receiving calls from relatives who wanted to take me to halal.

actually this is just a simple event that is known by the nuclear family, but quickly this news spread in the large families umma and Babah.

be a big family wants to watch it, unless relatives who live far outside the island or abroad do not watch. just say congratulations and later if it is already in the title of the event walimah new will be present all her, insyaallah.

"assalamualaikum,, can de Abang come in?"

I knocked on Farah's door, but there was no answer from her so I decided to enter without her permission.

I sat on the edge of the bed, while Farah was just busy fixing the hijab she was about to wear.

"de, today might be the beginning of your new life. I hope everything starts with a good thing to go well anyway.I'm sorry if the road you chose is not in line with Farah's expectations. but you are sure that God's choice is the best"

I stood up and left Farah who was still silent without giving any response or expression to what I said to her.

actually I feel sad, because this was the first time Farah was angry with me to not want to talk to me, even on my happy day she still did not want to talk to me.

'sorry Abang ya de, hopefully after Abang married nurain you can get close to nurain and forget your anger'. do'a me in the heart.

"what son is ready?"

it turned out to be Babah, who came into my room and patted me on the shoulder from behind

"very ready bah insyaallah"

my real answer is trying to control the heart that from last night, continuously stubbornly without stopping

"you calm down, son, you're gonna get through this soon"

Babah laughed while holding my palm which was cold because of the nervous feeling that controlled this feeling.

"yeah bah, god willing"

I smiled a little because I was embarrassed to be discovered by Babah that I was hiding my nervous feelings

"that it was once in your position, even wanting to eat it was not possible, but after the legitimate word was said from the witnesses the feeling gradually returned to normal"

I just nodded and smiled.

"yes, wait in front, everything is almost ready.in ten minutes we leave"

"yes bah"

Babah came out and left me alone in my room.

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arriving in front of the nurain home page, my family and I were greeted quite cheerfully by his family nurain.

not to forget the sholawat accompanied by a tambourine blow accompanied my steps and the family who entered the nurain house one by one.

I am welcome to sit in front of the table that has been prepared. This hand ceaselessly calculates the number of dhikr that is read in the heart. but this heart is increasingly uncontrollable from the feeling of deg-degan and nervous that hit.

"yes Muhammad hafidz athary, ankahtuka wazawwajtuka makhtubataka bintii syafina Shidqiya Nurain 'alal mahri miah wa khomone wa sab'uuna jiram dzahab haalan"

"Qobiltu nikahaha wa tazwijaha alal mahril madzkuur wa radhiitu bihi, wallahu waliyyu taufiq"

"how are the witnesses? legitimate?"

LEGITIMATE

all answered compactly when the penghulu said the lawful word in front of the witnesses and all who were present in this place.

thank God I can recite the ijab qobul very smoothly, and really this is a very stressful moment but full of days and happiness

without feeling these tears flowing from the corner of my eyes. happy, haru mixed into one. finally I can have the people I love as whole without any restrictions between us.

"please bring the bride to sit next to her husband"

pak penghulu said to the family of women.

and soon Nurain came with in the handiwork by his family who are fellow women.

I looked at her in shame, she was wearing a white robe combined with brocade, what a graceful appearance.

but what makes this eye stunned is the white niqob that he uses as a makeup cover on his face. Subhanallah walhamdulillah how beautiful his wife who is now right in front of me.

then nurain was directed to kiss my hand, there was a swish so cool it slipped into this heart when for the first time this hand touched a woman who was now lawful to me.

then this hand touched his head while reading the do'a taught by the Prophet SAW

"Allahumma inni as'aluka min khoirihaa wa khoirimaa jabaltahaa 'alaih. Wa a'udzubika min syarrihaa wa syarrimaa jabaltaha 'alaih.

o Allah, I ask You for His goodness and the good that You have set upon him. And I take refuge in You from his ugliness and the ugliness You have set upon him, amen"

I say it with his sekhusyu-khusyu.hope this is the beginning of all goodness and happiness for us.

nurain closed his eyes by continuing to say the word amin when the do'a was spoken from this oral word. After the do'a finished speaking, I peeked at the head of the nurain covered by the hijab.

this is truly the happiest moment of my life, says religion, if we touch people who are halal to us then the sense can not be described with words because it is too happy that is felt.

"congratulations, dear child, may you be a family that is very sad mawadah warahmah.remember now nurain is your responsibility.his goodness is your goodness, his pain is your pain, his disgrace is your disgrace. so take care and educate him as well as possible because your responsibility is not only in this world but also in the hereafter"

Babah gave me advice and advice to be a priest who could bring his wife in goodness until she came to Jannah.

"son, father entrust only father's daughter.he we take care of with affection, then the father also hopes so from you. now I leave all the responsibilities of the father for nurain to you. take him wherever you go, educate him as well as educated.Never snap at him let alone raise your hand not to see the shortcomings of him. rebuke him gently if he makes a mistake one day, and guide him patiently from everything he does not yet understand"

"god willing well, all the mandate of the father will hafidz the way as best as possible that can hafidz do"

at a glance I saw the nurain beside me, he looked down with tears that kept flowing down his cheeks.

you are my wife, the woman of my choice, and you are the best woman who will accompany my life until death separates, amen