My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
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AUTHOR

Everyone looks panicked when Naura is taken to the ER room to check.

Nurain was crying feeling a tremendous sense of fear and anxiety in his daughter.

Farah tried to calm Nurain down by sitting on his side while gently rubbing her sister-in-law's back.

While Gus hafidz just stay in the corner seat as if away from his wife, I don't know what he is thinking at the moment, but obviously all busy with thoughts and concerns of each.

"how fidz is the state of the grandchildren of the ummah?"

Tanya umma who just arrived with Abah yai

"not yet known umma, still checked inside"

"yeah, you don't worry, God willing, our Naura is fine"

Umma also walked through the hafidz to approach his daughter-in-law who was seen still crying at his daughter's company. While Abah yai, sitting next to hafidz with trus reciting dhikr for the healing of his only puppet grandson.

"sing patient well neng geulis, insyaallah Naura is fine umma sure"

the middle-aged woman gently rubbed her daughter-in-law's head hoping to give strength to her son-in-law, even though she herself felt greater concern for her granddaughter.

because he said, a mother will be more affectionate to her grandson than her own son or daughter.

"yes umma"

Nurain answered softly, but his eyes looked at her husband as if he was avoiding her.

'what Gus hafidz is still mad at me'

Nurain could only ask inwardly.

Twenty minutes later the doctor came out of the examination room, and the hafidz family approached the doctor.

"how do I do my daughter?"

ask hafidz without a stale base

"Thank God the heat is not too high, but we still have to do a thorough examination to make sure there is no serious illness in your daughter. So for tonight your daughter must be treated here first"

"yes doc, thanks for the handling"

"sama-sama, then excuse me. Because now it is night Inshaallah tomorrow the results of the examination can be known, hopefully everything is fine, later after moving to the treatment room you can go in to see. Maybe for now that's all I'm sorry assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam wr"

"boy as good as you to the mosque first, surely had not had time to pray Isa. let Babah same umma who wait here until Naura moved to the treatment room"

"yes bah"

Hafidz stood up to walk to the mosque near the hospital

"take your wife son, because Farah happens to be not praying"

the word umma when hafidz walked was about to pass the nurain that was still silent without sound.

But take it easy even the household is not as scary as people say, it comes back to our attitude in dealing with a problem that is present.

Mutual support in goodness, mutual understanding in each character and mutual efforts to always maintain wholeness and happiness in fostering the household is the key to its success.

"Ang,,"

Call nurain as hafidz walks in front of her without grasping her hand as her husband normally does.

"Abang,, sorry"

She said again, when she saw her husband stop his steps but did not look in his direction.

"Abang, don't let go nur. Nur knows the wrong nur, the selfish nur, but please tell me not to stay rich gini"

As much as nurain energy to hold his tears so as not to come out, because he is afraid to be the center of attention of people who see him.

"we'll talk about it later if it's at home, now we focus on Naura. Brother wants to take ablution first"

Without waiting for an answer from his wife, hafidz immediately stepped towards the male-only bathroom. While Nurain can only exhale his heavy breath while stepping towards the female bathroom. Of course with tears that began to drip but he was immediately removed.

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"for tonight just let umma and Farah keep Naura here, you just go home to rest"

Umma said when all had regrouped in the treatment room room, and the little girl was still asleep with an infusion hose that had to accompany her for the night.

"umma alone who went home with Babah also Farah, let hafidz guard here"

"son, right your umma said. Let us be here, you go home with your wife let you come here again tomorrow morning"

Now it is Babah's turn to ask hafidz to listen to the words of his parents, or perhaps rather this is an order for his child to obey the words of his parents.

Hafidz nodded, and took his wife home with him after kissing and hugging his sleeping daughter in turn.

There was no conversation during the trip, the two were silent, like strangers who did not know each other, even though they were a couple who already had one child.

That's the world of the household, if it is getting along it will look so romantic as if you do not want to separate from each other. But when the dispute hits, it is not uncommon to berate, reproach, or silence each other as happened between a pair of human children in a black Pajero car that drove in the middle of a dark and lonely road.

"Abang, before sleeping as well as you eat first let nur warm the side dish first"

Nurain touched her burly husband's hand doubtfully, and hafidz nodded and walked towards the bathroom to clean himself, without turning his head towards his wife at all.

'what exactly made you that angry at me bang'

can only mumble by yourself.

After finishing rearranging the food that had been warmed, hafidz appeared wearing a white t-shirt and trousers, as he usually wears when at home.

Immediately he sat on a chair and immediately ate the food that his wife had provided.

They eat at one table, but feel little appetite because the mind is divided between a sick child and a problem that still has not found a solution.

Silence, that's what happens now in his usual cheerful home, full of laughter and jokes, and flattery thrown at each other. But for a while maybe the atmosphere will disappear.

Hafidz himself was actually confused, why for this time he really felt disappointed with Nurain, and wanted to prefer to be quiet so that his emotions were not ignited.