My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Not family

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"umi,, naula kangen mom Aisy"

naura said my daughter, one afternoon when me and Nurain were taking her to play around the cottage.

"Naura won't if we go out and buy a doll?"

tanya Nurain as if trying to divert the attention of our daughter so as not to discuss about Aisyah who has been almost two months long her never visit home again, whereas almost every day he was around his exact hut practice back in our hut.

even occasionally I met with her but we are not like before, which is always familiar. Now the atmosphere is different, we are like strangers who just look down on each other or just say hello when meeting.

it's nothing, I just don't want to make misunderstandings like I used to. And this I did for the sake of maintaining the feeling of nurain, Alhamdulillah Aisyah also seemed to understand my current situation.

"assalamu'alaikum,,,"

"waalaikumsalam, it just so happens that you come here, someone wants Farah to talk to you"

said Farah as I approached when I just entered the umma house.

well the umma and Babah house, because now I and Nurain have lived in different houses even though they are still in pesantren neighborhood.

"why de? uh, but umma and Babah where? Brother there's a need"

"to Lutfi's hut at dawn"

"ko don't take Brother?"

"his words, there would be a need to go to Babah's friend's house first after from his cottage Lutfi, so umma same Babah just leave alone"

"oh"

answer me briefly

"Here sit down, Farah wants to talk seriously"

Farah patted the chair she was sitting on, I said by sitting next to her.

"Abang,, Farah would like to ask your brother to give you the same understanding of tea nur, better the same KA aisy. however KA aisy is our family too, too, Farah is not comfortable if you have to be constantly like this. Kasian Naura, she is always nanyain KA aisy. Farah also misses the real KA aisy"

there was sadness on Farah's face when she said all that.

actually, I have tried several times to give understanding to Nurain about the closeness of Naura and this family with Aisyah.

"if the closeness of Abang's family and doctor Aisyah, nur can understand. because after all the family Abang first knew and established friendship with the family doctor Aisyah, sorry nur has not been able to fully accept. because Naura Putri nur is not a doctor Aisyah"

always that is what nurain said, if I asked for his understanding of the closeness of Aisyah and naura.

"Abang,,,please. Farah asked for help with my brother"

once again Farah begged me

"god, you'll try to talk to Nurain"

after I finished talking with Farah, I decided to return home not far from my parents' house, which was still around the cottage just blocked some classes and dormitories.

~"~

"Abang,, about when is there free time?"

tanya Nurain when I was busy sketching the picture of the art exhibition requested by Miss Reyan for the construction of the Bandung regional branch two months later.

"why is that?"

"nur wants to play at the father's house, Naura's body also seems saturated if it has to be at home"

nurain touched my shoulder while massaging it slowly, that is the habit of my beloved wife if she conveys her desire in the quiet.

"when do you want it?"

I turned and kissed Nurain's hand

"it's up to you, as long as you don't interfere with your work time and ngajar Abang"

"heeummm, what about next week? because Abang must finish the job first, then insyaallah Abang have free time for us to go wherever the wife and daughter of Abang ask, after that, just do not go abroad because the time may not be enough hehe"

"whoever asks to go abroad, people ask for a look at father, but even if Abang ngajaknya to go abroad can also be hihi"

"heeemm,, basic"

I also pinched the nurain's nose with a squeeze

"yes already want to go ahead first yah bang, want to follow Naura again maen same princess Satri"

"honey,,"

"yes?"

nurain stopped his steps and looked back at me who was still sitting on my chair.

"eummm, can I have a word?"

"can dong, what does your brother want to talk to you about?"

nurain came back to me, but this time he was sitting on a chair near his table, in front of me.

actually I hesitated to say it to Nurain, regarding the request from Farah two days ago ahar I tried to ask for a nurain understanding of Aisha and Naura, but,,,,, but,,,

"Ang? ko is dumb"

"eumm,, look, actually what you're talking about is the same thing as before, that is,,,"

"about doctor Aisyah?"

nurain quickly understood what I wanted to tell him

"honey, should you make up with Aisyah? you mean trying to make peace with time and your heart to be able to understand about Aisha who is close to Naura. After all, our daughter is closer to you, her mother.nothing, after all, it's just that Abang feels if we keep too much distance from Aisyah and it affects the closeness of Babah and her father Aisyah who has been friendly since. Brother just does not want, if there are people who think because of small things friendship and brotherhood between two families become far away"

"what is the assumption of the Abang family in nur? that is to be the cause of his distant or fractured closeness between the family Abang and doctor Aisyah? if so, sorry bang nur never forbid Aisyah doctor to often play or visit the house Babah and umma. nur only asked that Aisyah doctor give time for nur to be closer to princess nur himself, giving time for nur to replace the years that can not be passed with princess nur, nur, just that bang. is that wrong?"

there was a clear grain there that was about to get out of place, but my wife seemed to hold her back so as not to get out of her defense.

"that's not what my dear brother means, you just don't want any distance in our family"

"sorry bang, for now nur still can not discuss about doctor Aisyah in our house. and___doktet Aisyah is not a nur family"

DEG

for the first time I heard nurain discriminate people who are clearly already considered their own family, even nurain used to always assume anyone in this cottage is his family, but now,,,,, it is, the,,,

ah,, it seems like I mispronounced, so nurain misinterpreted the meaning of my words and inadvertently I must have offended his heart.

until when will this matter about Aisyah end ??