My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Messed

I am busy writing a summary for the oral exam tomorrow to be easily memorized. All princesses including Satri daughter of my room dwellers are performing magrib prayer congregation in the mosque, except me and dian, the mosque, one of my underclassmen happens to be unlucky.

"ukhti, would you like to ask about this lesson? because ana does not understand too much" he said as he approached me who was seriously writing

"maybe, where do you look" I asked for the book in his hand to see what part he didn't understand

"oh, this, this, the number of Ismiyan actually has several definitions among them that are put forward by the scholars of nahwu which sounds Kullu jumlatin tatarokkabu min mubtadaain wakhobarin tusamma jumlatun ismiyatun means any number or sentence consisting of mubtada and khobar is called the number of ismiyah.so from that understanding we can conclude that to make the sentence ismiyah or the number of ismiyah must use mubtada and khobar conto alqomiishu soidun the shirt is new. or there are also those who say the number of ismiyah is aljumlatul latii tubdau bismiin au dhomiirin which means the number of ismiyah is a sentence that begins with isim, which is a noun or dhomir which is a pronoun, discount Zaidun Muslimun means Zaid is a Muslim. How? gotit?" ask me to dian who has been silent since listening to my explanation

"oh, yes, yes I understand now.thank you!" said his smiling sumringah

"Alhamdulillah if anti-understanding" I refocus continued my summary writing that was not finished, while Dian again sat in front of his closet while continuing to focus on the book he studied.

vaguely heard the voice of the princess who began to boisterously come home from the mosque after performing the congregational magrib prayer.

"assalamualaikum" said santri princess who took turns to enter by saying greetings

"waalaikumsalam" I answered by continuing to focus on my writing.

"nur again nulis what?" tanya Ashila approached me still wearing a mukena

"just write a summary for the oral exam tomorrow" I replied with a smile

"can you copy his writing hee"

"can, can be, can be, but not free yes"

"ready, what do you want in return?" tanya Asyila responded seriously

"hahaha, seriously"

"seriously, there has to be reciprocity"

"well, it has to be like that, but,, it only applies to those who do not want to learn sincerely" said I wise sage.

"oh," she responded with just the words 'oh' and me??? of course put on a sullen face to get ready to give him a thousand cubitaaaaanannn,,,

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morning arrived, me and the XII grade princess were getting ready to take the oral exam.

"shil, are you ready? leave now let's have breakfast first but" I said to Asyila who just finished wearing the hijab

"already, yell"

"nur,, anti room two right? together with ana yah" Widia said as we stepped out of the room

"yes come Wid"

the three of us walked together to the kitchen before going to their respective rooms.

"let's count the personnel added kan y'all hee" said Widia cengengesan

"hoke, let's go for a brain and oral war" said Maryam with a four-fifth spirit tone

"hayo" I said, assyila and Widia were no less excited

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in front of room two, only me and Widia were present, while Maryam was in room one and assyila was in room four.

"Wid,, the endadz that the testers in our room ustadz Hambal, ustadzah Mila, the same ustadz Agus athary. that's the new ustadz huh? ko ana just saw the name" I said after reading on the signboard stored on the bench that had been provided, about anyone who became a tester in room two

"there is? ana just heard tuh. mana try to see" Widia also approached the bench that read ustadz Agus athary

"yes well,, ko is there, but the new period has entered has immediately become a tester" asked Widia confused

"do you," I answered with a shrug of both shoulders

after a few minutes, the other princesses seemed to start arriving, but the minute before the bell rang my stomach hurt.

"Wid, your stomach hurts. later if there is already an ustadzah or ustadz permitin first well afraid of ana whose prefix is called in" said I while holding the stomach that is painful

"he's mah, want to go even to the bathroom.yeah it's there later let ana permitin"

"thank you, ana to the bathroom first" I also immediately stepped into the toilet that has been provided near the ranks of the room.

"Ningsih, has it started with his oral exam?" ask Ningsih when she just got back from the toilet. Ningsih is one of my friends majoring in IPS which happens to be his exam one room with me. Because this is the oral exam pesantren so every room will be mixed with classes and other majors between religious, IPA, and so on, and IPS.

"it just started" she replied while looking at me

"who was first?" ask me again

"Widia was not wrong"

"ohh, yes" I said while nodding my head. It turned out that Widia was the first to be called, though he said he wanted the last one just so not too stubborn to know even the earliest hihi,,,

me and my other friends were sitting outside on the chairs that had been provided while waiting for their turn to be called by the examiner because we do not know the number of calls in random aliases, so those of us who wait always use it to re-open the book or remember the memorization we have memorized, of course, except me. not the smartest or most memorized pretentious, but I can at least concentrate on reading or memorizing in a crowded place, so the time while waiting I use it to pray or recite. that's what caregivers always remind us when we have free time for our oral, then use it for useful things.and that's what I'm trying to practice, God willing.

a few minutes later Widia came out with a bent face

"how's Wid?" ask me enthusiastically

"chaotic,, a lot of her unanswered, a lot of lupanya ana,,,, hu,,, uu," he said as he pretended to cry, I just laughed looking at her

"Syafina Shidqiya Nurain" suddenly my name was called as the number two participant who will be tested. 'can happen to be gini yes, abis Widia kept me. what because we were the ones who came the earliest then called equally the earliest as well" my inner self, as I stepped into the room with a greeting but continued to lower my gaze, looked down, because that tests not only ustadz but also ustadzah.

"please sit down ukhti" said Ustadzah Mila welcome, I also sit with a face that continues to look down. after in my sense of comfortable sitting, I am comfortable, I raised my face just to greet the examiners with a friendly smile.but when I raised my face, in front of me it turned out that there were not only the ustadzah of Mila and the ustadz of Hambal. but there was, too,,, 'Gus hafidz's? why is he suddenly in the cabin? when did he get here? aahhh, why should he be my test examiner.I who just wanted to say hello to the examiners now can only be silent without a word or a smile.chaotic,,,