My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Between pride and grace
after chatting with the babysitter mother, I decided to go back to the dorm but she instead invited me to eat first. of course I refused because of course the feeling is very uncomfortable one dining table with a teacher that we greatly respect, but from one side I also feel happy and proud. ah,,,,,, but from one side I also feel happy and proud,,, but my shame and disdain was so great that I hesitated to say "yes".
" don't hesitate, yuk accompany the mother to eat to be more delicious to eat her if together. happens to be today Babah again go with Farah and Lutfi to his uwa house. so mom ate both of them with BI Nani if there you would be more rame tastier anyway"
he said, embracing my shoulder and accompanying me to the kitchen, I smiled, bowing my head.
"How is the food ready?" he asked BI Nani when we were in the kitchen
"already neng, just waiting to be eaten" BI Nani replied with a friendly smile
"yuk nur, here sit here" mother let me sit on one of the dining table chairs
"don't ma'am papa nur eat her in the dormitory with other princess santri" once again I tried to refuse subtly
"it's no papa here, together with BI Nani's mother" mother again grabbed my shoulder and accompanied me to sit on a chair, then I turned my gaze to the aunt who had been standing watching, watching, and the aunt nodded her head as if to signal that I should just obey.
"BI here, aunty also together to eat her with me and nurain" mother also invited BI Nani to eat together
"now let me enjoy it together" mother also did the same thing to aunt as she did to me. finally aunty relented and today we also sat down to eat three at home mother.
after eating, I did not immediately rush to the daughter's dorm but helped aunt first to clean the dining table and wash the dishes directly, while mother had gone inside because she had to receive a call from someone. thank goodness I can be a little relieved, very embarrassed if there is him.
"neng, how good would it be to eat with his mother Gus hafidz?" ask bi Nani while I'm doing the dishes
"ah, the aunt who was there during the meal my heart could not calm down, embarrassed, disinclined, puffed up anyway" I replied if there was any
"new also eat with his mother especially if eating with her child must be more than that" continued bi nani
"what aunty, so there"
"but really neng what aunt said hehe"
"nur did not understand what aunt, who obviously did not think about it, already ah, nur want to go to the dormitory yes BI. assalamualaikum" I said while out avoiding the bust of aunt who would certainly continue if I still continue there with aunt. if you think strangely also why the gossip about me still continues when Gus hafidz was not here. aunty again follow the others, is it true Gus hafidz put,,,, 'no no, there is no way I can not go to GR an. very different do not ngarep, do not dream okay nur!' i, nurain patted my own cheeks to wake up from a dream of heights.