My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
a warm look

"so long to go to the toilet, I almost want to faint laper nih" Kania put on a sullen face when I just returned after a long permit to go to the toilet

"yes, sorry, that was, that,,,"

"it's not necessary to clear the real fainting me. yuk eat" Kania directly devoured food that may have been in the trial from earlier.I feel guilty because it has made Kania wait.

"uh, nur was good with Agam you know there" said Kania while continuing to feed rice into his mouth

"let's just try we've graduated, surely it's been invited to join with us. baby we are still bound by the same rules of the cottage so can only say hi from far away deh"

"already abisin used to eat her do not while talking later to sendak" I tried to remind Kania so that she did not talk continuously before finishing her meal.

speaking of Agam, what is he now? did my attitude just not miss leaving her without a word? it's nothing I'm just ashamed of the same attitude in public, so instead of answering I prefer to leave him. hopefully he knows the same attitude I was.

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"duh, how is it raining so much" I said when I finished watching the cinema and looked out it was a big rain

"iya nur, how do we go home, even late afternoon again"

"yes we have waited in aja until the rain subsides.hopefully not long" we also went back into the building, the building, while waiting for the rain I and Kania decided to buy snacks and warm drinks.

two hours passed, it turned out that the rain was getting heavier.after the adzan magrib we decided to pray first, we decided to pray first, after that we went to buy an umbrella in one of the shops in the building.

"we go home now aja yuk, if later in the future fear of the rain does not stop even last night we go home" I invite Kania after we get the umbrella we are looking for, I'm looking for, Kania nodded and then pulled my hand.

"masyaallah nur, the rain is big, the wind is also. horrified so ana"

"we pray as the owner of the rain and the wind, God willing we are protected"

me and Kania were still standing in front of the building holding umbrellas, but the wind was getting stronger and the umbrella in my hand was released. the umbrella flew to the middle of the road, without thinking, I chased the umbrella.

"nur,,, be careful" I heard Kania's voice in the rain.I just nodded and kept running around trying to pick up an umbrella that was still carried by the wind.

"nur,,, look out for the car" I heard Kania's screaming voice calling my name. When I got that umbrella, all of a sudden,,,,, I heard,,,,

Aaaaaaaaaaa

I closed my eyes and ears with both hands, when I saw a car driving right in front of me as if it was about to hit me.

"nur, anti papa, right?" Kania approached and hugged me, I was still quietly trying to manage the shock and shock from the incident just now.

"astaghfirullah, I'm sorry I didn't see anyone crossing because the rain was blocking my windshield" someone came down from the car that almost hit me

"nur, anti papa, right?" Kania called back to me by shaking my shoulder. I looked towards Kania while shaking my head

"nurain?" someone called my name behind a man who just apologized to me. I looked towards him.

"famous, they are santri who go down in Babah boarding school" said Gus hafidz as he continued to look at me

"will you, right?" Gus hafidz looked at me with a gaze that seemed very worried, or maybe it was just my feeling.

"no, ana no papa. just surprised Gus"

"sure no one was hurt? or just go to the hospital to make sure that the anti is really fine" he said in a worried tone

"no, no papa. ana is fine" I stood up from my position sitting down with a little drowning

"here let ana help" Kania helped me to stand up

"Alhamdulillah if anti is all right.Where are you out of?"

"we're out of permission to buy Gus's needs and now happen to want to go back to the cottage" now Kania who answers Gus hafidz's question

"then go home" Gus hafidz offered us a ride

"no need Gus, we can go home angkot ko" I tried to reject it subtly

"snap? clock this? if according to ana you come with us aja. what else anti-drenched so if later outside can be sick" said a man next to Gus hafidz

"no papa Gus, we go home to take an angkot only" I again refused it subtly

"but nur, really also where there is angkot this hour.plus anti-drenched drenches will be sick. mending we come home with Gus hafidz aja yes" said Kania half whispered, I just nudged his arm so he similarly refused to come along.

"insyaallah will not be a slander. later let ana clear the same ustadzah qismu amni why you can go home together with us. anyways not good for the clock this time is still out" said Gus hafidz wisely and his gaze was very calm

"so how about nur, want yah to come together to go home with Gus hafidz?" Kania asked me again. I finally agreed to Gus Hafidz's request.

in the car, Kania and I just kept quiet without a word. There was no chat between the four of us either Gus hafidz, Kania, or, me or the man sitting next to Gus hafidz's chair whose name I don't know because this is the first time I and I saw it.

"ko silent-diaman gini huh? so awkward how is it,, fidz you talk dong, kasian them in shame deh rich his ride his Gus car" the man said it was like trying to make the atmosphere in the car so as not to tense up, Gus hafidz did not answer he was only focused on looking ahead because he was driving.

"well, peanuts. yes it is if no one wants to make a sound so ana,,,"

"if you may know whose antum is Gus hafidz?" suddenly Kania asked before the man continued his words.

"nah so dong, do not be shy let not awkward atmosphere.my name is Muhammad Alif al_manshur tea. I am the son of Kiai Haji Muhammad Manshur whose brother is Babah's brother Gus hafidz. you can call me bang Alif or Gus Alif or ka Alif it is up to you guys how comfortable as long as you do not call mang Alif because I am not an iceman, or even a baso hehe" he said with a distinctive Sundanese tone accompanied by a friendly smile.

me and Kania also smiled after hearing her long introduction, and it managed to melt the awkward atmosphere between us while in the car.

at first glance I looked towards Gus hafidz who was focused on driving. That warm gaze and calm face I saw now.unlike before that it was always cold and indifferent to meet. hmmm,,,,, that is, what I see now,,, I smile to myself.

not unexpectedly today I experienced two events that were quite surprising.first statement of love from Agam, Agam, and secondly I almost got hit by a car driven by Gus hafidz even I also came home with him. there will be events and stories especially after this huh Rabb?