My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Kania, I'm jealous

Asyila POV

today after studying, Nurain called BI Nani said her mother namun.why yes? what do the nanny's mom want to do? why only nurain? that question has been bothering me since then after school, even though before there was gossip about him and Gus hafidz there was never such a thought when Nurain called mother to his house. but now why did it all appear? is it because I'm jealous of being close to my mom? ah, not until I am defeated by bad thinking.anyways if nurain berjodo with Gus hafidz I must be sincere because the governing jodo jodo is God is not human. I also can't control someone's heart to like me.

"asyila princess ramdani" Maryam's voice startled me until I realized from my mind, since when was Mary beside me the feeling from earlier I didn't see her walking here to me.

"yes uh-wet Gus? what's up?" I was surprised. You know Gus ko anyway? haduuuhhhh,, wrong to say again.Hopefully Maryam does not worry

"masyaallah anti ngamunin what is bestie until ana call from earlier nyak nyaut hisut? use gas Gus gas Gus all, this is ana Maryam not Gus" he said after hearing my answer. It seems he is not too nervous with what I just said, thank God.

"where is Selly going to the library, anti want to come? than to be here!" bring it to me

"not rich, pretentious anti-Selly" said I refused and I told Maryam to immediately approach Selly back, so that Selly not angry because it had waited a long time, he ran immediately after being convinced that I really would not come along. fortunately Maryam did not ask much about my ambiguous answer.I stood up from my seat to the cafeteria, because it was my initial intention to go to the cafeteria to buy snacks but to sit while thinking about things that are not necessarily certain.

"asyila," I heard someone calling me as I was about to climb the stairs to the cafeteria

"is it okay, going to the cafeteria?" ask her

"yes" I answered briefly

"bareng well, all of us sit there yuk" he asked while pointing at the chair in the corner outside the canteen

"by ayu" we continued up the stairs to the cafeteria, after which I immediately ordered wet spring rolls and warm orange juice, while Kania ordered a bowl of baso and lemon tea ice. we sat in the chair that Kania pointed at while waiting for the food ordered to come

"tumben himself? usually it's with Maryam or nurain" he asked after sitting down

"yes, it happens that Maryam went to the library with Selly and continued nurain still at home mom has not been here" I replied if there was her

"nurain's still at mom's? waaahhh, really long ago from earlier. about mom say what is the same nurain until so old? I'm sure the nanny's mom is talking serious about Gus hafidz and Nurain's relationship. soon we want to pass surely I wonder about nurain want to continue where or mom want to mastiin relationship Gus hafidz and nurain want to be taken where. ah, really lucky he" Kania spoke at length without any pause that made my ears a little hot to hear him. No, not hot because of speaking nurain. but he if I have talked about it like nyerocos endlessly until he himself who wants to stop.well, although I can not deny there is actually a little sadness, annoyed, upset, jealous or whatever it is if I hear about Nurain and Gus hafidz. then I also want to throw away the thought is now even reminded again by Kania.