THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Part 113's. Javier Help
"Javier, I'd like a consultation." That afternoon I went in and sat in Javier's comfortable room with a messed up face.
She smiled at me a little.
The sofa in the room was comfortable. I've never been here. Only now did I realize the room was good for chatting. The fragrance was soothing, he even added a wildflower he had picked himself out of nowhere. I noticed it was a hellebore and a branch of winter berry branch that it arranged in such a way in a large pot. Real pretty. Even he could somehow carry the hellebore with his roots.
"You have a lot of talent. You're the one who put this together." Hellebore blooms in winter. But the effort of bringing her into this room must have been extra.
"That's a proof that even in winter there is still life that can flower and color, nature gives an example. You just need a little effort to find the beauty."
"It's beautiful. I usually just see it as a wild plant."
"Ohh there are hybrid varieties that have color. But of course there's only the wild ones here." He loves plants and gardening.
"I just found out. You're kind of a professional gardener too."
"I just love to pay attention to plants, it's simple, and it helps your mind keep it simple to see everything."
"You're so fucked up, look at those puffy eyes of yours." He sat down in front of me, pulling something out in his drawer. The chocolate! My eyes are rounded. Where'd he get it.
"That's chocolate." He gave it to me that I received with a big smile."For me?"
"Of course for you."
"No, you only got one ration." I'm thieving.
"Mobile, you said I was your lover."
"You're a troublesome lover. Don't protest too much."
"I can sit here, right? Your patient still exists? The junior nurse in front is no more." I opened the chocolate package he gave me so kindly.
"No, last time, you're free to stay here." He sat in front of me. "What's wrong? I'm guessing Andrew talked to you at length last night. And now you're worried about going back or rejecting it.
"Yes." Yeah." I admit it straight away without rambling.
"You want to go back to him, don't you. But everyone says it's stupid and you also know half of it's true."
"Well, what should I do? Am I stupid? Before Bella arrived we were fine. But I felt I didn't hold it back from being with me because I likened it to me if I met my beloved Fred who was the victim. While others blame him for getting rid of me. I'm stuck here and need someone else's point of view?"
"Your friends say what's best for you, they're your family, but once again you're living it. If you're willing to accept it, you might be able to test it to the point where your friends can accept it, knock him out of your problems, knock him out on Susan, on James especially, see how he gets it done, if he wants to face your friends. Because otherwise he is a quitter, he is just a coward who dares to take advantage of the weakness of women's feelings and attractiveness. You parted ways because of a mistake on his part." Javier is straight at the heart of the matter without rambling.
I feel right coming here. What he said was true, he had to pay the price for the mistakes he made, not just to me but to everyone I considered my family. It proves whether he is a quitter or dares to face problems with me. I also don't want to lose my family for defending their mistakes.
"That's good advice. Thank you." Thank you."
"You must strengthen your own heart if he is looking for an excuse to avoid trouble. He is also a quitter. If you keep going, risk your own decisions based on your feelings."