THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Part 90's. Broken Heart
I was looking for a place to cry, trying to accept the fact that she was really worried about Bella. I think his heart has chosen.
I'm just letting him be with Bella now. I don't you bother him. I think that he should know his feelings more clearly.
It might be better this way.
I saw her waiting for Bella's surgery in the waiting room with worry. She spoke and calmed Bella before the surgery kindly.
I'm gonna lose actually Andrew's a very good girlfriend. I knew I had to let it go, I guess. Even if he's been trying to forget about it lately, but maybe I realize there are times when he thinks of others, and times like this his real mind goes to Bella.
"It's okay, he'll be fine." Andrew saw me as I sat beside him. I encouraged her to wait for Bella.
"Jen, ... What's the old operation?" He looked at the clock many times.
"No, it's usually under two hours, maybe a half, not some kind of complicated surgery. If there are no complications, it will be quickly resolved. But if not operated on it is clearly a life-threatening condition. How long has this been?"
"I think an hour is less."
"Patience, it won't be long. But the recovery is long, it can be four to six weeks. He had to eat finely for that long. You should pay attention to what the food is. But he's in the health department, we'll help keep an eye on him. You don't have to worry she'll be okay.
Andrew noticed.
"You're not mad at me here." I smiled and took a long breath. How I'm not sad, but what can I do. I saw for myself how worried he was about Bella.
"I've also been through waiting like this. I know how you feel. I cried losing Fred for months. If she shows up in front of me maybe I'll make the same decision I told you." He's quiet now. We are both silent.
"I know you didn't mean to make me sad. You're a good boyfriend. But again har£ chose. Never mind Andrew, you'll have to wait for him. Help him recover quickly first. I still have work to leave you okay. He'll be fine." I patted her on the shoulder and walked away leaving her, taking my heart away from her.
Tonight I'll cry maybe, but last night. The next day I'll be fine, I'll miss her a little bit, but the good news is I get my sleep in my own room every night.
That was pretty fun.
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I tried not to think of Andrew again the next day after being content to cry at night. I thought what if I took my day off and went upstairs. It would be more fun than having to see their familiarity these few days.
"Your eyes are swollen again." James is now greeting me.
"Yes, a little I'm not a stone with no feelings." I even tried to laugh. She must know why I was crying, now she knows my intuition is right.
"Hmm.you seem to be able to take it."
"Well, I've been preparing for my heartbreak for the past month I guess, no more surprises."
"This is for you." He gave blueberries and strawberries wrapped in cloth. My eyes are round to receive it.
"My fans gave me this because they took care of him, this is the first harvest.