THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Episode 7's. Perfect Love
"Where are we?" I looked at Fred with worry. He didn't answer me, I got scared. I had a scary guess at my own question.
"Fred, ..." she looked at me for a moment and grabbed my hand.
"I love you Jen. You know that."
"Fred, why are you doing this..." I begged us not to continue this, she knew I was helpless to resist.
"I'm ready to wait for you, Jen. I will keep my promise until you ask me to break it from your own mouth. I promise I'll make you say it." I shuddered at his words. I'm flattered but also scared.
I love her but something's holding me back from getting to know her. Revenge and heartache.
I can't talk.
He deserves his chance.
"Why are you doing this, I'm just an ordinary girl who turned you down months ago. Lots of pretty girls are after you. You can get anyone..."
"That's the same question I asked myself." Fred laughed and sighed, he looked at me for a moment.
"Okay, maybe because you were too honest when you fell in love with me. You never intended to use me. You're too honest and what you are. I can trust you. When the other girls saw what was behind me, I hated to see that when I first confronted them, they were fake. You never asked for anything even if I wanted you to count on me. You make me feel like I have to try so hard to impress you, and if you ask me to do just one thing it makes me feel like a man..."
That's the most honest word I've ever heard. My face is hot, if he can see it. And I couldn't hold my tormented rass from hearing his words.
"Have you thought about these words for months?" She's staring.
"I thought about it long enough. For months I just realized it, after trying to hate you but I didn't make it. Even dating another woman while imagining you to be honest. Wh why?My words touch you too much..."
"Shut up..." I grimaced and Fred laughed.
We were silent, he kept holding my hand. While his other hand held the wheel. His lips smiled, I looked at him. He looks happy with this.
"I love you sweetheart. I can't hate you. Don't tell me to do it again. That's very torturous." I just blushed and leaned my head against his shoulder.
He pulled me out of the car as soon as we got to his house. Kiss me quickly when the door is closed. Clutching my body so close to her, I thought I'd be out of breath.
"Jen! I really miss you. Shit! You really have to pay a few months..." I laughed when I felt a part of him press me, but then I couldn't control my sigh because I wanted it too.
He took me and threw me into his bed. And I can't wait to grab her shirt and ask for her kiss again. Feeling my fingers scour her hot skin.
"Fred, ..." I mentioned his name by yearning when he put himself together. Sighing at the carving of his body that made me dream of it.
"I won't last long, baby. It's been too long, shit!..." I don't give a shit. Feeling him clutching me firmly was enough for me. And letting him control was enough to give me the boost I needed to get to the end of my release.
"F*ck you..." I cursed as she hugged me so strongly as she was triggered and released her pressure inside my body. He growled beside my ear and a small wave attacked me again.
"Awesome, ." she looked at me with a satisfied face and gasped breath.
"Why do you feel so amazing." Fred looked at me and I blushed. He kissed me again.
"My God, I love you Jen.how can you just blushing like that... Say that you love me sweetie..."
"I love you..." It's a release yet a relief.
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It's only matter of time when you face the true love.
You will know it.
When your heartbeat race slowly and you can stop looking your love face.
When you feel butterfly over all your body and you want your lover kiss you again and again.
I stared at his face in the morning sunlight. I feel happy to be by his side again.
There's nothing happier than this. I touched her forehead which caused her to wake up.
"Morning love, what time. You have to go to the hospital?"
"I can go alone..."
"Let me drive you. I should arrive at the workshop early. Lots of work today."
"I have to go home and change clothes..."
"Your body is still in the closet. Why you should go home..."
"You haven't thrown it away?" Freddie smile. He pulled me closer and hugged me tightly. Before the kiss hit my forehead.
"I can't sweetheart, don't you understand. I can't replace you with another one..." I just kept quiet and hugged her tightly.
"Why you so stupid..." An unexpected word made him laugh.
"I'm a stupid man and you're dating with me, we're stupid soulmate, validating by yourself, how that sounds....great isn't?!"**
"Yeah absolutely great!" I laughed following him.
"After centuries of darkness, this morning was perfect."
"You're so overrated." I shake my head laughing.
"I'm exaggerating? You know what it's like after you rejected my proposal and you told me why... All my thoughts and dreams are gone. That time I felt my life was exhausting. It felt like the world was becoming gray, and only then did I know what it felt like to be gray. I'm so angry but I can't hate you .. You know what it's like." This time he was serious. I can only look at him. And I feel guilty for Fred.
"I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry." she kissed me and hugged me for a while as the answer.
"Go, get ready... Or we will do something else than cuddling this morning.." (cuddling = ndusel ndusel)
"Hmm... something else?" I smiled ignorantly.
"Don't try honey, you know the risk, I never back down..." He looked at me sharply.
"Why you are so sexy..." My fingers make a circle in her chest. Makes him take a long breath.
"You asked for this ..."
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Translation "
It's only matter of time when you face the true love. = It's only time before you find true love.
You will know it. = You will know
When your heartbeat race slowly and you can stop looking your love face. = When your heart rate slows down and you can't stop looking at your lover's face.
When you feel butterfly over all your body and you want your lover kiss you again and again.
When you feel butterflies all over your body and you want your lover to kiss you again and again
I'm a stupid man and you're dating with me, we're stupid soulmate, validating by yourself, how that sounds....great isn't?!"**
I'm a dumb guy and you're dating me, we're stupid soulmates, approved of by yourself, how does that sound, so great isn't it?"