THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Part 107's. My Svetluny is Missing 3
There was nothing I could do for a while, three months had passed since Svetluny decided to leave, I could never let him go, Anna hasn't been able to glean any information about where she is and what I'm doing here is maintaining the situation.
"He said he didn't want your relationship to continue, he gave up. He thinks he'll just get in your way. I tried to persuade her to at least take your call, she said she couldn't."
What Anna said made me drown in anger. Is it true there is no meeting again.
"Maybe you should talk to her brother." Anna's proposal made me think a little bit but I found it easier to talk to Moon directly. It's not that I never tried, I called Eliza and she turned me on.
Auntie called me and I told her what had happened to Svetluny.
"Alex, do you really intend to go back to Moscow?"
"Would it be Auntie, I tried so hard to finish everything but she got away from me."
"Auntie feels you're trying too hard..."
"What does Auntie mean."
"Moscow is your past, your mother must be proud of you now, actually you've done it all, do you want to ruin your future with your loved ones by coming back here. If it's Auntie, Bibi won't hesitate to dump Moscow and settle there." I kept quiet with Aunt's answer.
"Auntie, I'm trying so hard to get everything done."
I'm speechless. Aunt was silent too.
"Auntie knows it's your decision, but Auntie just told you what Auntie thinks. The rest is up to you. It's yourlife. Monica was already thinking far ahead, and Bibi thought she was right, she thought very highly of her family, the children she was going to raise , she was a very calculating future Mother, she was a very calculating mother, she is beautiful from a very good family, many good men will be willing to be her lover, as far as time goes she will be as steady on her decision, once she heals her heart and accepts new people. You will no longer be able to reach him. Well but again this is your life, choose what you want to live. But if you're late you can only let it go...You need to act fast. Auntie, if you want to stay in Moscow, you better find a wife here."
"I don't want another woman besides Monica Auntie."
"Alex, you're making things too difficult for yourself. Going back and forth between Montreal and Canada is a big thing, if maybe in the future you already have children, there is a lot going on. You should think about how you take care of your family. Monica felt she was blocking you, so she chose to go, she's a good girl. Aunty likes it."
With those words Auntie made me reflect all day. I'm really bad at understanding this. Even Bibi supported Svetluny's move, Anna also said the same thing.
Svetluny has closed all contacts. Even though I email him every day it seems he doesn't even want to see it. Did I disappoint him so much?
Right now I'm really shaken, I think I can take two things in my hand, but everyone says it's too big.
"Boss if you catch two, both of them might get out of your hands. Trust me, I see it clearly." Anna and Auntie said the same thing.
And now I am in deep concern.