THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Part 110's. My Svetluny is Missing 4
POV Monica
I had a short time off after I got back from NY, enough to go back to the apartment and pick up the presents I had kept in the safe like I told Anna.
I pulled my suitcase down the hallway and opened the door. A familiar and familiar room. Clean enough, Mom arranged for someone to clean it up. I was forced to lie to Mom I was asked to fill the runway via invitation this year, after all Mom will often go to Eliza's place, I will return to Eliza's place also temporarily, waiting for my problems to settle. I'm gonna tell him that Alex and I broke up.
Next year or maybe in a few months I will be able to meet new people. Might as well... I can introduce you to Mom again. And maybe the next person will be the last in my love adventure.
Four months is not a long time but enough to recover a little, I don't cry anymore when I remember enough. Before remembering our happy moments was enough to make me tear up. Now that's just enough to make me pensive. That's recovery.
Looking at my apartment I realized there was a lot going on here. The corners of the apartment reminded me of Alexsey. That Mafia master is gonna take over my favorite couch. Made it his place and instead I ended up trapped in his lap.
My smile came when I remembered it. How happy we were a few months ago.
I came here to get some clothes to Milan, check the fridge and find a lot of food that I should have thrown away, while I was busy cleaning the fridge and some corner of the apartment that I thought was dirty. The work ended up exhausting. I finally took a shower.
Although I often go back home is my happiness. When I was working in Montreal it was a fun time, there was a Mafia lord who sometimes came here, I could even cook. But lately that dream has been destroyed.
Taking a jewelry present in my safe, the memory of when all this was given popped up again and everything made me smile. It's an expensive item, I feel it's not appropriate to accept this, maybe I can give it back to her and in the future she can present this to the woman she chose. Maybe we won't hate each other in the future and he doesn't feel like I'm using him to get things.
I put the gift box in a special bag and prepared to leave.
A voice came from the middle room? Wh who? My heart immediately made a loud thump. Don't say .... I'll be out of my room soon
"You want to go Moon?" I was stuck at the door of the room. I can't believe he's right here.
"Alexes..." His face without a smile. I know I once saw I made her angry, she looked at me with her lips clenched without a smile. I subconsciously took a step back as he advanced.
"You're not leaving Moon anymore." His face still scares me.
"Alexes..."
"It's me."
"You can't break our relationship with a single line of Moon's emails. Don't make me laugh. I think that's enough for you to escape." Now he gripped my hand tightly as if afraid I would run away if he didn't hold my hand.
"We don't have Alex's deal. Dead end."
"Deal?! Did you make a deal with me? Are you trying to get my deal!? You won't even let me say a word! You just ran away not thinking I existed! Even reply to my email one word you won't! You threw me away like shit! Loving me, do you know what it means to love?! How dare you play me with words of agreement and love!" His angry outburst cornered me.
"Now that you're here, I won't let you go anywhere anymore! You heard me!"
"Alex, what do you mean. I have to go to Milan." He smiled cynically.
"Milan? You'll never get there, how could you think I'd let you out of Montreal again..." He didn't hear me and cornered me against the wall. I could only hold his chest and feel cornered like a rabbit lingering in a corner.
I wanted to return his embrace but at the same time I had insisted on trying to avoid it, as if everything I had done these four months was in vain.
"Moonlight, don't you miss me?" I looked at him, when I saw him I knew my defense was collapsing he didn't have to ask me if I missed me.
"Alex, release..." But my lips still refused. He put his finger on my lips. Before her hands locked my nape and her lips locked mine. The ciu*man was filled with anger and frustration. I don't know how to respond. I pushed him in despair but my strength was no match for him. I finally let him control me.
"How dare you leave me like this..." He hugged me tightly, his body locked me against the wall. His words scared me. "You disappeared no matter what we went through. One word you didn't reply to me. Why are you so cruel, Moon?"
"Alex, get out of here." I pushed him to no avail. He locked me up and kept me from moving from my place.
"My answer, don't you miss me?" I don't know how to answer it.
"Alex, you know I'm doing this for our good."
"Our good? You're funny Moon, it's so funny I feel you're a little stupid." He snorted a little and laughed. How dare he say I'm stupid, doesn't he know I'm desperate to ask for it.
"You are stupid! Off!"
He said I was stupid, he was stupid!
"You angry?" He even smiled. I pushed him but he didn't let me go.
"Take me off!"
"unleashed you? I'm not as stupid as you, all you know is running away from trouble. If you get angry pointing at me it's a hundred times better, but you cut off our connection to the email and then you disappear like there's never been anything between us. What do you think I am? A rock you can't talk to!? You're not a fool what his name is!"
"If I'm stupid why are you looking for me!? You should just go find a beautiful Moscow woman, there are many out there, don't you always want to go back there! Off!" He laughed, for some reason he laughed.
"Dear Moon, I've been entangled in you, you have to accept that. Even if you're stupid and timid, I'll stay by your side. Besides being stupid you're also cruel, so I'll be cruel to you this time. It's your payoff." Now that I'm afraid of what he has in mind, what it means to be cruel to me.
"What do you want, I have to go!" I tried to escape, but what my life meant to her, just letting go of my hand I couldn't.
"You know, I had to cancel an important meeting to meet you here, chasing you like chasing a thief. And you're not going to Milan forever, you're gonna have to pay the price of frustrating me for months." She hugged my waist, I had to hold her back, this closeness scared me. "Who said you could return my gift." He looked at the contents of the bag that had not been fully covered in my room.
"Alex..remove."
"Sttt.you didn't give me a chance to talk to you once. Now you don't have a chance to talk either. You understand, dear Moon, it's time for you to accept your punishment. I'm not gonna be so kind to you."
"Alex, let me go!" I pulled my hand from his grasp.
He didn't care and kept locking me up with his ciu. His embrace was so tight that I thought he was going to crush my body. He made me feel like I was stuck in his body. And my breath was locked when she kissed me forcibly.
"Fool girl, you're crying tears away from me. You should have only disappeared a week or two and come back for negotiations, but you were so stupid that you went on. One word from me you didn't notice. Why are you so stupid, and I'm stupidly ensnared by you." He gave me a chance to breathe. I saw him with various thoughts passing.