THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Part 104's. Decision 10's
"You come along, why are you like this? You sure are fine. Come on, come to NY. Get your clothes on." She must have felt something was wrong, but whatever it was I would have left her anyway. That's enough for me to wait.
"No. I'm doing fine. I'm just having PMS. My emotions are unstable up and down. It'sit's nothing. Go, sorry to worry you."
"You sure? Call and call me?"
"Yes. I'll call you later." I'll still take the call. When I get ready for Paris, I'll shut down all access and she won't be able to contact me again unless she talks to Albert.
"What gifts do you want to bring?"
"No, I don't want anything." He looked at me once again with a worried look.
"All right, I'm leaving." I nodded and finally waved at him, watching his car move away.
All I can do is send him away.
I sat for a long time and pensively by myself, not intending to do anything more. But I have to go, I went into his room after he left. I took some clothes I left in his closet and packed them in a special bag. Just leaving a few home jerseys a little unsuspecting him on his return. After that I left nothing here.
"Where is your Miss going? You're so fucking a lot." The housekeeper greeted me this morning. She must be wondering why I took my clothes away even if it wasn't too much.
"I need some of these clothes, so I'll take Neeta first. I'm going to Washington, D. C., Alex will be back Friday afternoon. I'll go first okay."
"None right."
I left that house. A house I've been familiar with for years. Am I going to come back here again. I don't know, I don't think so... I've already let it go.
I finally called Albert to say I was leaving, even though I had talked to him before I couldn't help him for a while. For at least a year I might not return, maybe I will fly to many cities, chase the runway, let myself be busy to forget the time and heal the heart.
"Sister, I'm going to Paris after that Milan in January , maybe visit Eliza among them, if Alex is looking for me I'd say to talk to you. I'll block the number once I'm ready and tell you."
"So to the end he also maintained his position. You didn't reach an agreement."
"Unfortunately it is." Albert breathed pity on me.
"Then he knew you were leaving."
"No, he doesn't want us to be apart. I also can't say anything but just leave like this. If I told you I'd go he wouldn't let me go."
"I'd guess. Yeah well, that's the last way, I'll take care of it if he's looking for you. If anything, call me. Go, if you're not comfortable living in Montreal you can go back to DC or to Mom's house. There was Eliza there, and I also seemed to be going to visit Eliza often. The brother who's gonna talk to Alex, if there's anything I can tell you, I'm gonna tell you, but if I feel like he's just looking for an excuse to keep his position I'm not gonna tell you.
"Yes. I know."
"Don't be stupid, in front of others there will be. Don't go on a date just as long as there." I smiled with Albert's advice, my brother was thinking about his sister.
"Not my dear brother, I have high standards from the past. I'm heartbroken, my standards are getting higher, just relax I'd rather have fun with a girlfriend. I amuse myself with work."
"Sister, it'll be okay. I need to offer my feelings first. There will come a time later, I need a few months to offer my own feelings, otherwise I will not be able to accept someone new. I'll always compare him to Alex."
"Well, take care of yourself, tell Brother if you move cities."
"Yes fine."
I finally left Montreal. I still got Alex's call back then.
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When I went to Washington DC, I actually wanted to borrow Eliza's shoulder to cry on. In the midst of celebrating his happiness I need him to strengthen me.
"You still got the call?"
"I'll talk to him today. Actually I can't talk anymore. I thought I'd talk to him via email. Say goodbye."
"Just give you what you want. I'll support you. But with these circumstances maybe you could ask him to think further." He patted me on the shoulder as I talked to him in the room.
"taste sad. I never thought I'd be heartbroken again Eliz. He must be mad at me I disappeared like this. I feel guilty for her."
"Yes he'll be banged. It couldn't be for him to be in the gray area continuously. It's okay, we'll be in front of you. Albert and I support your decision, and we're also worried that you're going to have to face such a troubled family. Moreover, the main CEO means that he can manage everything, it's a great power. With such a dispute how the situation in the future, there must be an event happening again . You did what you had to do."
"I hope so. I hope I forget it soon."
"You'll forget it, it takes time. There's always a time when you have to wait..." Eliza let me cry once more on her shoulder. I poured out my broken feelings for her.
So this weekend I wrote him a message in tears that couldn't stop.
Mr. Mafia, I'm leaving Montreal. Take good care of yourself. I'll work in another city, give us a chance to never see each other again and move forward.
I hope you'll be okay, all your career and work are going well. If we can forget each other, I don't know if I can forget, maybe we can say hello to each other again and your number is not blocked anymore.
You won't be able to contact me. Because we have to forget each other, and I'll be your barrier. If you change your mind you can talk to Albert and ask for my number.
I know it's not fair for you that I disappeared like this, but I told you what to say. You can't abandon your hatred, I don't want my life to be filled with danger. I hope you'll find someone good up front. Your Svetluny's gonna be fine, I hope you're gonna be okay.
I love you, very. But love is not enough...
With that I blocked all his contacts. I have to go forward and so does he. I'm crying again tonight, but I hope it's the last.
In the next two days I'm going to Paris. My agent in Paris has my schedule ready. I'll be busy moving cities for a year, enough to forget all about it. Leaving everything that happened during this year.
Oomnitsa you'll be fine, you can now take care of yourself.
I pray for you... I also pray for myself to forget you.
Paris, I'm gonna go out there, in that city of light and love I'm losing love. How sad my fate ...