THE BATTLEFIELD OF LOVE
Part 100's. Decision 5's
"I gave you time. I gave you a very clear choice. I don't want to put any pressure on you, like I said there are a lot of pretty girls in Moscow, a lot of women are expecting you."
"Moon! You're the only one in my eyes. I love you." He cupped his hands in my face.
"Love is not enough for a wedding. There's a lot of issues to be decided, if you force me to follow you to Moscow because we have a family it's not fair. And again I don't want to live close to the Margarita. If he talks about me in front of me, I don't know what it means,... Moscow is too foreign to me. If you ask me to move to Paris maybe I still agree without question but Moscow ..it's too far."
"You want to part with me..."
"I just want a clear answer. I love you, but I don't want to move to Moscow. I imagine a lot of bad things if you move there."
"So you mean I have to lose to them?"
"You've won, your father will make you the CEO of Moscow. You have two factories, you have a big stake in Moscow, after all you must have a stake in the main company, you have a restaurant chain, you have a successful investment and investment unit, is that not enough for you. Compared to stable families, children are safe, feelings are safe and I.. Can't you let go of Moscow? Please... " I hugged her desperately hoping she said yes she would choose me.
He took a long breath.
"You told me to give up on that old snake."
"So winning from that old snake is more important than me and your future family?" I let go of my embrace and moved away. I will accept that truth.
"You know that's not what I mean!"
"Then what?! Isn't that obvious."
"You're exaggerating too much." Am I exaggerating too much? Which part I'm overriding.
"Oh well, it seems that your psychopath brother is a normal thing for you. I'm sorry I don't want to deal with that."
She's quiet. Right now I'm starting to feel that what Albert said is true. Someone has to give up and think about the future.
"Moon. doesn't have to be like this."
"We have to be this way."
"If I want to take a position in Moscow you can come back here whenever you want. I can handle my family."
"I've seen how your families handle each other. And I don't want to get involved anymore." His psychopathic sister sent assassins to kill Sergie, and in the future she might send assassins to kill my son.
"We're not going to part ways, I'm going to figure out how to take that position but you don't have to come to Moscow." He misunderstood everything I asked.
"You don't seem to understand my request. I want you to relinquish the position of CEO of CSL Group Moscow. Only then can your family make peace. And our children in the future are no longer in danger. You can ask your father for complete separation of powers. You guys don't bother each other. It's just gonna make peace."
"Then maybe our paths are different."
"Moon..." He's caving.
I know it's very heavy, the chances of us parting will be great. But looking at what the years ahead will bring, it is better that I choose this.
"I've made my decision Alex. Not for me but for our future too. If you can't mean up ahead there's something else for you and there's something else for me, too. It doesn't have to be forced, like I said, a lot of beautiful women can make me fall in love in Moscow. I love you but in the future love is not enough." I stood in front of him saying that in a soft voice.
"You're giving me a headache."
"I've been crying for days to decide this." I touched her hand in desperation.
"I'm sorry." Hugged him to ask him to stay. I don't know my value, now I'm waiting for what he decides.
"I love you Moon..."
"I love you, Mr. Mafia."
"I'm a mobster, what if I just kidnap you."
"I know you can do it." I'm laughing a little. If love were enough for me. But unfortunately not. She looked at me and kissed me, the kiss almost made me cry.
She hugged me tightly almost made me unable to breathe. I miss him, the shadow of me losing him makes me miss him all the time.
"I want you." Even though I gave him three months, I wasn't sure I could say goodbye to him in three months. He's been like a part of my life, how can I let him go.
Quickly he responded to my wishes, under his control I was too complacent. Kiss*an by ci*um*an evokes a need that must be met. How should I leave him, he and I need each other too much. Being with him feels perfect.
"I'm not gonna let you go Moon." That satisfying feeling of mastery came upon me, I groaned*the length of my breath was. We both need each other too much. "You can't run away from me." His words made me see determination in his eyes.
"I'm waiting for you here. You're the one who left me, you always wanted to go to Moscow like you had someone waiting for you there. Moscow always beats me."
He didn't want anything just to hold me tight.
Moscow, did I manage to win from you.
I don't know.....